Wednesday, October 27, 2010

CALLING: Sound of a rebel?



The reason I've to be here; undefined. Fulfilling my job as a Personal Assistant I guess. Yes. That's how its begin.


My mind keep thinking. What for? We are all being invited to be here.

They said, a dinner.
 VIP said this is an honour.
Others said this is a pleasure.
Orchestra's  said nervous and must perform the best!
Some others might think this is an awesome!
Some said it is boring and monotonous.
And me.. I said nothing for right now.

Upset? Yes for a moment. Happy? Not really. Kind a mix feeling running through. But at least I learn something. Perhaps.

TONIGHT, I've watched the same scene with the Prime Minister of Malaysia. Being seated here for the same reason. Focus on the same view, same performance, same art, meet same person.

Same point... yet what are comes out through our mind is different. Everyone. Different. I guess. What are keep rebelling in my mind, ringing in my heart nonstop..argh.

Majlis Penyampaian Anugerah Merdeka-Dewan Filharmonik Petronas

ASSALAMUALAIKUM DATO'!

He is the one that catch my eyes that night. Hmm. Yeah. We are different person anyway. As I couldn't define what for we are all being invited here, I wondering for right now, R.I.G.H.T-N.O.W! what are those that comes out in his..,

Galas.
Bajet 2011.
Malaysian community, maybe?
Students, perhaps?
Our country development?
Work loaded?
Tomorrow task..or tonight?
And he might be doesn't know that we are here somehow..
I don't know..I can't reach him.

Mine? Haha.
Thesis of course.
Despair for food.
Mom and Dad.
This program..
Our country..
And ..nothing more important for you to know.
Hasbi Rabbi. Wakafa billahi syahida..

SOME EXCITEMENT

I keep pay my attention to all parts of the movements that have move within the beautiful rhythm.  Focus, relax and work well in their parts. Thus, it combines and being a great art. I love it anyway. The orchestras.

 The Orchestra. My brother, Angah used to play at this hall for once

Everyone are special part on their own. Thus work on the best of his or hers and we together can make a thing. Islam has teach us before. 1 side collapse the others may effect. Basic formula. Simple isn't it? In short, we must work the best, play our part the best, and be together. Together, together.

But I don’t like those choirs. Women singing in public.

Hmm. The longer I'm here, the more I want to rebel. Haha. Youngsters..can't just seated for doing nothing. In boring mode.

p/s: I suddenly remembered,
"Truly Allah loves those who fight in His Cause in battle array, as if they were a solid cemented structure."-AsSaff:4

KEEP DEFINING

As I go through and keep thinking as a whole in this event, I'm grateful. Allah, thanks for letting me in. Thanks for placing me here tonight. Even it is not as I expect, I do learn something behind. A little ..even not much. Something is better than nothing anyhow.

So, this is how the world of rich people do live in. So, this how event like this being held. So, this is what they're include in. So, this is how they treat people. So, this is what are going for right now.

P/S: I'm one of the students and youngsters that have been in the event last night. I'm the next leader. The next powerful, intellect yet Islamic generation that lead the nation ahead. Pray for me, I'm not going to do the same. I'll do better.

Readers, I'm sorry for the poor pictures.
Kindly place your response if you have any toward this.

Hope you find what you are looking for.
Assalamualaikum.

~Done already~

5 comments:

ili_far said...

=)

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N A U R A H said...

same view, out of my expectation, so dissapointed.. rich people, they are so poor.. poor than i guess.. well, islamic country.. when money is only rotate among them, wait for penalty from Him..

Unknown said...

wafiy syg, +;( islamic country. Theres 1 foreigner once tell me said, "i dont feel Mlysia is a islamicc country, they are lacking in tarbiah"..
='(

tambahan: sYa tak calling, sya nak tagging..
hee, jemput ambil tagging di blog jika sudi.

Unknown said...

Nodded. agree frens!