Hands on- hand to hand

Dinner time. Family time. 

"Together we climb hill and trees.

Learn of love and A B C

Skin our heart and skin our knees."

Being left by two research companion temporarily last week, I suddenly become so quite. weak. lonely.   however there is a voice of wisdom and faith-keep telling the needs of survive and all things should be return and rely only to God that we worship to. Both feeling keep heading and suppressing each other-turns me sometimes to be so high and energetic-enthusiasts enough and sometimes so down -loneliness bores me to death.

I long for the strength. I miss my ummi, abah, adik2. Two of my brothers that stay near to me are like the pudina in a cup of tea. gives some kind of aroma and therapy. lifted the tea. Alhamdulillah. Move on Atikah.

I keep believing that people are born to be success in their life. the way they go for it and what type of success that they will achieve is depends. No one knows the fate. fail or fall. it is just another term of obstacle that you have to face along the journey.

I already make a book of motivations-stories of inspirations, in just one day I stayed in my lab with the hope that all stories can printed and painted by itself. Hoh... Feel enthusiasts is good. we have passion on what we do. The unbeatable passion. just name the challenges you should face it and yes-you can face it through!

I remember the day I walked to my supervisor's room. It was morning and an hour before I went to my last class of research methodology. I walked with full of confidence. Passion. Soul full of inspiration. Minds full of wisdom. I know what am I doing. I went deep into my research. I ruled my self. I got my niche. I looked at people with warm eyes. Greeted them with open heart and I..I can't even stop smiling. The day seems so hearty. The lovely cool breeze that touched my face gently are dancing and singing with me happily. What a great feeling! I really want to shout... "Seronoknye study....gi jumpe sv, gi kelas..masuk U..belajar. seronoknyeeeee!"

and that 'seronoknyeeeee!' I really thank to Allah for His bless and love-till I experienced the moment and continuosly experienced it time to time.

That passion, hopefully urged my self to do more. drag me to success that I dreamed for.

Simple words to express a complex heart, 

"Keep doing your very best. Let's Allah take the rest."

Ok bye. Happy studying everyone!

Assalamualaikum.