Fear is a factor for me?

3 days passed with a relieve.
Yet my self continues shaking and unconsciously thinking the same thing.
"macam mane ni...".. "macam mane ni..."..."macam mane ni..."
and that "macam mane ni..." haunted me and my roomate as well-kak ili n ca ah. 
not to forget, my family whom deeply knowing me. ummi...u know me. wink ^^
and coincidentally involve a long-last best friend-mr alip. haha! 
emm.
I'm worried about things that happen last 3 days. 
It is so heart wrenching!
"macam mane ni..."
I don't know what to say anymore.
getting fear of things that I seems can't face, yet the reality is, yes u can
unstop shaking because 'that time' getting close, yet the reality is..nah..it's nothing
wondering over and over again, yet actually it is really nothing!

hmmm. I'm glad yet my mood swings as well.
Ya Allah.
Sabar. Syukur.
Okeh.

Ok Bai. Bai Bai.
Assalamualaikum.